Girl - woman - girl

Do you know the funny about the creature name girl - woman?

They have many habit that unlogical, yes unlogical because it is hard to accept by the normal logical thinking :D

First when we were at our youngest time from 17 until more and less 24 years old, we always wanted to be looks older than our age. If people asked our age, we will add it one or two years more :D We acted like old woman not like a girl. We were so angry when people said that we were looks like children. We just wanted people looks us like wise woman and not like just a girl ....hahahhahhahaa

We used clothes that actually not for our age, we did not want answer any young boy greetings hahahahaha. How did we talk, how was our body languange sometimes wanted to show whole the world that we were not a girl !!!!!!!!
We were jealous to see all women in this world and really hope we get that title soon "w o m a n" and not girl anymore.

And than after we begin our 30 years and more ? All become opposite from before.
We are trying soooooooooooo hard to look young. We are laughing like the teenagers girls . We are trying to use clothes which show the whole world how young we are.

We are trying hard not to talk about our age (at least if we must answer the question, we are trying to reduce it ....hahahhahahahhaha)

We are trying to look not too wise ..... (cause wise somehow equal with old) ...hahhahhhaa
We are jealous to see all the young women in this world and trying to imagine if we were at their age. We hate if people call us with "madam"

Uh .........

And how about me?
Yup I am a woman and yup I get half (or more) of the kind of bad habits :-D
But at least I still brave enough to tell everybody about my age .... LOL

My new home sweet home

Since the beginning of this month, I am in formally moving to my new home sweet home.
Yup, me and alone (of course some times my mom will come to my place) but can you imagine after long long long time ..... I can stay at one house and do anything what I want there, without tolerate with any body ^_^

Hi .... I do not mean that I am egoist or things that I do not need someone share with me. But you know, until this age, I never feel something like this. Bad, right?
At least even just a few days, or few months ..... I promise myself it will be enough for me. Yup I will keep my promise.

But sometimes, if I back home, I feel really lonely even I feel happy in another side .. .. Uh.
Can you imagine?
Really do not gratefull, right?

This week, it will be loooooooooong weekend ever. I still imagine, what will I do then. Should I stay alone by my self or should I go to my siblings place........

But I decide to enjoy every single minutes of my single life at the new place ^_^
Because may be tommorow, some one ask me to marry them and I accept it, so ..... may be I will not be alone again at one place name "home"

Who's know?

really badly want to hear that 3 words (how are you)

Do you know, that 3 words "how are you" is the words that I always asked to everybody before I begin to talk with them.

But that 3 words are the words which really asked by people to me hahhahahhhaahaha

Yes, only me (around 90%) who always asking my friends (actually all people that I knew) "how are you" first especially if I did not hear their news long time, not just lips service but I really want to know how are them, it is really from the bottom of my heart. If you asked me why, it is because I care about them.
(Or may be because I have too much times actually or may be because I am like kind of old people who are sooooooooo lonely so need some one to talk with hahhhahhahhaha)

But last week, when I was sooooo tired and got worse flue ....... for the first time I realize that, actually rarely people asked me "how are you" first . Almost never. And I missed that worlds said by someone to me, same like what I did to them. Really really badly wanted to hear that 3 words. But still ......... (even until now, no one did )

So since last Monday, I did not ask any body first. I badly wanted that some one ask me first!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahhaaha
Can you imagine?

I feel afraid with that syndrome ...... do you think it is kind of syndrome which is always happen to women above thirty and single? I really feel afraid that I will became lonely single old woman, who feell loney and bother with every body to care about her?
Oh my God .............
make me feel afraid now hahahhahhaaha

But even feel afraid with that syndrome, I still could not reject my will to hear someone who ask me (from the bottom of his/her heart) first by "how are you"

Uhmmmmmmmmm