Is it the "size" matter for us (red: woman)?

As an Indonesian woman who ever had a long relantionship with western man, the question which is always asked to me from many Indonesia male and female (yes I repeated male and female) is western guy really has a 'big' size. BTW: as an adult people, you know what I mean about 'big' size in here, right :D

When I answered their question with smile, ussually the follow statement from them was my smile must mean that the answer from the question is "yes" and that is the reason why I do not want to have any Indonesian boy friend. LOL

And the crazy one, that is my female friend who really curios about the western size until decide that she has to sleep with one western guy and she believe it will be like a heaven. Hahahahahahaaa.

For me, actually I did not ever thinking about big or small, come on .... you know exactly that is not about size if you do that base on love, right? Whose care about size?

Ussually after they asked me that size question, I always ask my female friends how big they think it will make them happy. Hahahahahahahaha And yes .... they can't answer my question. Because the fact even with the small size, a lot of them still can feel satisfied. So? Why they always asked me about the size? I did not think and did not want to compare anybody because I did not want somebody compare me with anybody else too. Especially I never brought a ruler with me if I were with any guys (western or eastern or everywhere). Hahahahahhaaha

So the question about "size", I think the stupid question that I am lazy to hear. Don't always think that every best sex must be because the man has a big size. Hi ... please don't compare it with something which you saw at the porn movie. Where you will see the big boobs woman and the big size man, and can do every crazy things. LOL

Try to think first about love, so it is easy for you to do (like I ever wrote before why they call it "making love" and not "making sex") because it is not how good your body are (cause no body is perfect) but it is about how to share something special with someone that you love (who you accept with all their weakness and whom you do not want to leave without).

So please .... dont think (and don't ask me again. LOL) about the size. I am not a doctor and I never measure the size of all men that I ever meet :D Trust me from my research from many of women, a lot of them admit that actually "size" is not a matter for them, as long as they feel your love and your care to them.

Have a great day all.
xoxoxo

New Year and My Resolution

2012 just begin for a few days, and so far, I still do not have any idea about what is my resolution for this year. Of course I still have my own dream and still believe all my dreams will come true in the right time (redd: the right time from God of view for me )

Yes, I know, I will not become younger but I know I will not let myself become older too. May be just my age more than before but not myself :D I do not feel old and I think I still in my great times :D

Last year I made many mistakes and I wish that I will not repeat the same mistake and the important thing that I have to be more happy from last year.

About my someone special? If God think he is the good one for me and if He think that this year is the good year for me, no one can stop Him to make us become together, right? I already ask my lovely God and I believe that He will give to me if He thinks it is the right man and the right time.

Same like job, home etc. I believe that He already has that for me, I just have to prove Him that I am worthy for it :D So I will work hard and give my best for everything I do. I will never give up.

Life is beautiful and if not too beautiful, I still have my God beside me. And with Him I know, nothing is impossible.

Happy New Year everyone, wish all your best dreams will come true and you will get only the best in this world cause you deserve to have it. And dont forget to give more loves to others around you.