My biggest family

One of the best parts of me of course my family. I mean my mom, my siblings, my in laws and of course my lovely nephews. They colour my life with their own way. Of course, one or two times, we have a conflict between us, but it will not reduce our love to each others. Until now (and I hope until end of my life) may be if I got angry with my sister or my mom, I just could not be able to talk with them only 1 hour and not more, with my brothers may be just 2 days and not more.
I even know almost all my sister problems, all her love story, her good time and bad time. She is my best friend, my mother and my child but never be my rival. She is really beautiful, so sometimes people always asked me if we really blood sister. LOL From her, I learn how to care myself as a woman, she taught me which body lotion good for my skin, which is moisturizer good for me etc. She is my motivator too. When I was in my low condition, she always pushed me and ensured me that I am a strong woman who can pass all. May be I am a bit unfair for her, because I rarely tell her about my love story. So, no wonder she rarely knows about who is with me.
My relationship with my two brothers is unique. Through them, I learn to be a parent, because when they were a teenager when my parents had their own problem, I replaced my parent position as their parent. I took care about their schools fee, their living cost and all what parents must do for their children.
And that is me for them. I am their elder sister and their parent. They rarely say “no” to me and they put much respect to me. They know if they have a problem, they always have me to support them. And they know if I am angry one or two times with them, it is because I care about them and not because I do not like them.
And yes the four of us are close to each other. If one of us has a problem or sad or happy, we will feel the same. We support each other and we always there for each other. Of course because all except me have their own family, our time for each other is not much as before. So the family time is one of our favourite time, and to make one family times with complete member means that we should make special schedule.
Before I moved to Jakarta, the one who always missed at our family time is me :D I even missed my little brother wedding – yes I am not a good family member. But I always try my best to be with them as long as I can.
Sometimes I thought, maybe if that time our father did not leave us, we would not close to each other as we are now. Maybe we would be same like others families who did not care about their siblings, even did not want to help their siblings at all.
Like yesterday, we had our family times. Went out to the one Mall in Jakarta, ate our lunch together in Chinese restaurant there and had a nice shopping together after that. It was a simple thing, but you know, the feeling that you feel when together with them, is hard to explain. I feel that I am the blessed one. And nothing can compare it.
Same like when I saw how my mom becomes the most beautiful one in front of her all grandson. She looked so happy especially all her grandson wanted to get her attention in the same time. LOL And feel so happy when all my nephew like what I bought for them and when they wanted to play with me.
Yes I am so grateful with my family because they are one of the best things that I have. And wish one day, I can add the family members with my man and my child (Amen).