Haven't met you yet

Saturday night mean my lonely time ussually.
Time where I have to face the truth that I am alone :-(

Not mean that I do not have friends outside or my siblings and their family will let me alone. Yes I have a lot of friends, yes, I think I could call them and will have my fun time with them and of course 100 % yes, that my siblings and their family will love to join with me and spent their time with me as the part of their live .

But escape from my loneliness by brought a ton of works from my office sometimes was not effiecient and effective to kill this lonely felling. Especially when you thought that your dateline almost come and after you read the document again and again you knew that dateline still 2 weeks again ......... Oh no !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For what you were working hard at Saturday night, then?

So I stop worked, closed all the documents and was starting to open Youtube and searching all the nice music to join me when I was filling what ever quiz that available at Facebook :-)

Do you know one of my favorite at FB is the quiz things.

Than ..... I found this songs by Michael Buble (first time I saw his face, I thought that he could not sing at all, just sold his handsome face ..... hahhhahahhahhaa (sorry Michael) but I was so wrong (the lesson :don't judge book from it's cover :-)) ... he is handsome and can sing as well as his face, and than now I am the one of his fans)

The title is : " Haven't met you yet"

this is the part of the lyric:

I might have to wait

I'll never give up

I gues it's half timing

and the other half's luck

wherever you are, whenever it's right

you come out of nowhere and into my life

........

I just haven't met you yet

So I think about what happend to me

Yes, I've broken my heart so many times

until actually I feel afraid to fall in love anymore.

I was so afraid that I can't stand this time if I have to break my heart.

Build the high and strong wall to protect my heart, so no one can come in.

And said to everybody, I am alone because no one want to be with me.

But how can I find the love of my life if I do not want to open my heart?

So the first thing that I must do .... I have to open my mind, open my heart.

See all the possibilty and should not give up.

And if one day, I break my heart again ....

it is just simple reason .......

that is only because I haven't met my soulmate yet.

That I still need time to find him.

Beside that life is still beautiful even you are over thirty and single, right?

Jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fighting !!!!!!!!!!!