What frighten women at my age?
1. Birthday means birthday party with birthday cake with number candle is no no no no activity. NO WAY
2. Wrinkle ...
Anti aging cream is the most wanted product and not more about whitening product or tanning product. It will be like a nightmare, have white or tan skin but full of wrinkles. Really NO WAY. And just for reducing our wrinkle, ladies and gentleman, we are willing with big smile to spend a lot of money ^_^
3. Again Wrinkle !!!!!!!!
4. And wrinkle .....
5. Being Fat, where are in our ages, the ability of our body to be vertically large is increase and to detect which food could be fat or energy is decrease. So sometimes even drink a pure water, may be we can be fat faster. Hiks hiks hiks
6. Still single status .........
This is the awful situation. Can you imagine, at my age, at my country, still single, never go out and have a date at saturday night. Always being alone every where, still rent a small room or still living with parents. Usually I got much pity from every one. And continue with the word : " so don't be too picky" (and seriously I really confuse because how can I am too picky if I do not have list of men which I can choose . Uhmmm) or they would say :"so don't just think about how to reach higher carrier ( actually I do not know, which kind of carrier they mean that I want to reach ...... hahahahhahahahahaah)
About single status, will be more awfull if there is family gathering, family meeting, reunion party. It's often after the agenda, my feeling status became blue ... really blue . Hiks hiks hiks
May be if you are single before you reach your 30 years old, it will not be awfull. But when you are above 30? Oh my God ............
When people talk about their partner, their kids, I just become quite, and confuse to follow the discussion because I do not know, what should I talk about. I could not talk about my longing to my boyfriend or loosing my privacy after back to live with my parents. Or about the owner of my small rent room who is so talkative. It's not the matching discussion, right?
Happy?
Of course women at my age, who single and above the thirty are really happy with our life.
Why? Imagine this:
1. When all your friends busy to think about what to cook today, I just think about where I will eat
2. when all my friends get heavy headache because of their kids, I could be spent whole my day in saloon or spa, relax from my stress.
3. when all my friends are busy to understand and be passion to their partner who looks trying to make an affair with other woman, I can sleep well without a problem.
4. At least, I do not need any permission from anyone for everything that I want to do.
5. I have a lot of me times.
But any way ..... it is still, in the middle of our proud and our rigidity which always we show off in front of public with the brightness smile and full of proud that : "we are single and very happy" ....
There is 1000 fears which shadow our life. (Feel afraid that we still single forever.)
Or 1000 willingness to change our grass to be as green as our neighbor.
Or 1000 expectations that our last boy friend will be the last one in our life (Dear God, if he is our soul mate, please close him to me. And if he is not our soul mate, please let him be. Amen
And there are more than 1000 pray which prayer by us every day, full of hope that tomorrow our status will change (amen)
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