22 Dec is mothers day in Indonesia.
And as ussual I never said anything to my mom :-)
Not say thanks, not give hug, and ofcourse not give any present to her.
Yup, a bad daughter ........ LOL
Actually mothers day always bring me to my biggest desire.
I really want to have my own children.
Not just nephew, but my own children.
Since last year, I think about adopt one child.
And of course no body in here ( I mean my mom, my siblings) agree about that kind of idea.
Because again ........ my single status !!!!!!!!!
Same as almost all women above thirty .... we realize or not .. there must be a kind of worryness whether we could have our own baby or not one day ...... because it kind of race against your biological times. Uh!!!!
Now a little bit envy to a man. Why we couldn't be like a man? They can have their own children ........ no matter how old they are :-(
Lonely
Do you know, what the hard things to be single and above thirthy?
When you feel so lonely.
All your friends, who are at your age, are already married and busy with their family at least busy with their kids. And all your friends, who are under your age, can't talk as mature as you are.
You need someone to share something with, you need someone to talk with you as "a human" and not as a 'wise' person who know all the answer and who care with all the problems. You need shoulder to cry on, you need someone who are brave enough to make a joke about you without hurt you.
Do you know, sometimes there is a time late at night like now, when I open all the chat media that I have from YM, Skype, Facebook chat room, Windows line, just because I want to talk with some one.
And do you know, sometimes no one that you wish to talk with you want to talk with you, or just ignore your "hi" until he/she signed out :-(
And after that you feel ........ uhm..... something wrong with me, did I hurt them, did I do something bad, and then beside to think about your loneliness, you just busy to think about this person.
Or actually it is the best solution to help you from the lonely feeling? ^_^
Dunno
Sometimes, you have a naughty thought, to go out to the club and do something to move on your loneliness. Find every single man that you meet and talk with them. But after that I feel so lazy and so stupid to do something which may be I will regret. So, until now .... I never let my naughty thought work .......... LOL
Really missing something kind of someone pick me up from my office, or missing something kind of walking side by side with someone. Missing something kind of feeling waiting by someone, missing something kind of trying hard to look beauty cause of someone.
Uhm...
Feel want to fly ....... meet the owner of my heart .......
Hi you .....
would you want talk with me ? ^_^
When you feel so lonely.
All your friends, who are at your age, are already married and busy with their family at least busy with their kids. And all your friends, who are under your age, can't talk as mature as you are.
You need someone to share something with, you need someone to talk with you as "a human" and not as a 'wise' person who know all the answer and who care with all the problems. You need shoulder to cry on, you need someone who are brave enough to make a joke about you without hurt you.
Do you know, sometimes there is a time late at night like now, when I open all the chat media that I have from YM, Skype, Facebook chat room, Windows line, just because I want to talk with some one.
And do you know, sometimes no one that you wish to talk with you want to talk with you, or just ignore your "hi" until he/she signed out :-(
And after that you feel ........ uhm..... something wrong with me, did I hurt them, did I do something bad, and then beside to think about your loneliness, you just busy to think about this person.
Or actually it is the best solution to help you from the lonely feeling? ^_^
Dunno
Sometimes, you have a naughty thought, to go out to the club and do something to move on your loneliness. Find every single man that you meet and talk with them. But after that I feel so lazy and so stupid to do something which may be I will regret. So, until now .... I never let my naughty thought work .......... LOL
Really missing something kind of someone pick me up from my office, or missing something kind of walking side by side with someone. Missing something kind of feeling waiting by someone, missing something kind of trying hard to look beauty cause of someone.
Uhm...
Feel want to fly ....... meet the owner of my heart .......
Hi you .....
would you want talk with me ? ^_^
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